Does That Make Me A ''bad Person''?

[Guest Zooey Deschanel]

so my mum had a cancer and she still drinks pills after all that chaos and i was like, if only i could take her cancer. i wouldnt even ''battle'' it, i dont believe in cancer. i think its artificial and made for people to die

and if its real- i'd handle it better because i dont like life and she would live. people who like life deserve to live longer

 

she's ok now and stuff but still, if only i could take all that

when i told her that i would take her cancer if i could she told me i'm stupid and crazy :S

[Veis 319]

so my mum had a cancer and she still drinks pills after all that chaos and i was like, if only i could take her cancer. i wouldnt even ''battle'' it, i dont believe in cancer. i think its artificial and made for people to die

and if its real- i'd handle it better because i dont like life and she would live. people who like life deserve to live longer

 

she's ok now and stuff but still, if only i could take all that

when i told her that i would take her cancer if i could she told me i'm stupid and crazy :S

Seriously, I almost cry, cancer it's one of the most things that I hate, it's horrible. 

[LiaLovesGodney 2,680]

That doesn't make you a "bad person". Although it is sad to hear that you don't like life, I can definitely relate. I'm not diagnosed with anything, but I'm certain I suffer from depression and places like Universe cheer me up. But anyways, I would gladly be sick if that meant my mom or brother could be healthy. That's a normal feeling, I think.

[Guest Zooey Deschanel]

Seriously, I almost cry, cancer it's one of the most things that I hate, it's horrible. 

 

i hate seeing kids with it

 

they dont deserve all that stuff- operations, chemo, pills...

[Guest Zooey Deschanel]

That doesn't make you a "bad person". Although it is sad to hear that you don't like life, I can definitely relate. I'm not diagnosed with anything, but I'm certain I suffer from depression and places like Universe cheer me up. But anyways, I would gladly be sick if that meant my mom or brother could be healthy. That's a normal feeling, I think.

 

yea because i dont like life so death wouldnt mean anything to me and if i could give my years to live to her that'd be awesome

[Veis 319]

i hate seeing kids with it

 

they dont deserve all that stuff- operations, chemo, pills...

Me too, it's just horrible. I can't say more 

[Sgt. Spears 53]

i felt the exact same way with my moms breast cancer and it was fucking horrible i hated seeing her like that. Like u, i felt i deserved it more just as long as she isnt suffering

[JoshLee 4,242]

That's so sad. Glad she's better

but I like you why do u hate life?

[Guest Zooey Deschanel]

That's so sad. Glad she's better

but I like you why do u hate life?

 

because i just do

[Term of Endearment 1,600]

because i just do

 

There is so much more to life - I honestly think there is so much out there for you - do not hate it - you just have not experienced the exciting parts yet, but go out and find it.

 

And no you are not a bad person - I would do the same for my family - I could not bare to see them in pain.