Guest Zooey Deschanel Report post Posted August 8, 2014 so my mum had a cancer and she still drinks pills after all that chaos and i was like, if only i could take her cancer. i wouldnt even ''battle'' it, i dont believe in cancer. i think its artificial and made for people to die and if its real- i'd handle it better because i dont like life and she would live. people who like life deserve to live longer she's ok now and stuff but still, if only i could take all that when i told her that i would take her cancer if i could she told me i'm stupid and crazy :S Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Veis 319 Report post Posted August 8, 2014 so my mum had a cancer and she still drinks pills after all that chaos and i was like, if only i could take her cancer. i wouldnt even ''battle'' it, i dont believe in cancer. i think its artificial and made for people to die and if its real- i'd handle it better because i dont like life and she would live. people who like life deserve to live longer she's ok now and stuff but still, if only i could take all that when i told her that i would take her cancer if i could she told me i'm stupid and crazy :S Seriously, I almost cry, cancer it's one of the most things that I hate, it's horrible. 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
LiaLovesGodney 2,680 Report post Posted August 8, 2014 That doesn't make you a "bad person". Although it is sad to hear that you don't like life, I can definitely relate. I'm not diagnosed with anything, but I'm certain I suffer from depression and places like Universe cheer me up. But anyways, I would gladly be sick if that meant my mom or brother could be healthy. That's a normal feeling, I think. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest Zooey Deschanel Report post Posted August 8, 2014 Seriously, I almost cry, cancer it's one of the most things that I hate, it's horrible. i hate seeing kids with it they dont deserve all that stuff- operations, chemo, pills... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest Zooey Deschanel Report post Posted August 8, 2014 That doesn't make you a "bad person". Although it is sad to hear that you don't like life, I can definitely relate. I'm not diagnosed with anything, but I'm certain I suffer from depression and places like Universe cheer me up. But anyways, I would gladly be sick if that meant my mom or brother could be healthy. That's a normal feeling, I think. yea because i dont like life so death wouldnt mean anything to me and if i could give my years to live to her that'd be awesome Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Veis 319 Report post Posted August 8, 2014 i hate seeing kids with it they dont deserve all that stuff- operations, chemo, pills... Me too, it's just horrible. I can't say more Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Sgt. Spears 53 Report post Posted August 9, 2014 i felt the exact same way with my moms breast cancer and it was fucking horrible i hated seeing her like that. Like u, i felt i deserved it more just as long as she isnt suffering Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
JoshLee 4,246 Report post Posted August 10, 2014 That's so sad. Glad she's better but I like you why do u hate life? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest Zooey Deschanel Report post Posted August 10, 2014 That's so sad. Glad she's better but I like you why do u hate life? because i just do Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Term of Endearment 1,600 Report post Posted August 10, 2014 because i just do There is so much more to life - I honestly think there is so much out there for you - do not hate it - you just have not experienced the exciting parts yet, but go out and find it. And no you are not a bad person - I would do the same for my family - I could not bare to see them in pain. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
