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[Explicit] Hiv Scare

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I'm an idiot.

I messed up.

I hooked up with another man. I just wanted oral. That's all I wanted. But then he sat on my penis and I lost my virginity unintentionally with a stranger who was 45 when I'm only 19.

Now I'm scared. He didn't use a condom. He swears he's negative, but what if he lied? What if I get HIV? I'm so scared.

Someone help me. There was no blood. There was feces on my penis after it ended, which repulsed me to no end.

He says he's negative and I was only in for like 2 or 3 minutes tops. I'm so scared. I don't wanna die. I didn't want to lose my virginity. I said I was cumming and he didn't let me pull out. Most of the cum was on my penis I think, though. It's all kinda blurry.

I never want to have sex with another man again.

 

 

Sorry for the explicit text. I got on PEP but I'm still worried it won't work or will just prolong my diagnosis. I messed up and I would give anything to take back what I did. 

 

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